"..If I could love you as freely and decide that we’re real
From invisible pressures that direct how I feel
Won’t you tell me I’m wrong and I’m living a lie
Take my heartbeat tonight, suck the bleeding to dry

I kissed, guilty monster, at displays of your blood
The Museum’s delight to the additional flood
I flipped through the scenes as I climbed back to truth
You’ll be hurting in time, I’ll be right beside you."
-fly

Fly
is diagnosed with Schizophrenia by Schizophrenic Yanny
gets Fits when presented with lollipops
looks Up and down at you... if you're hot... or freaking ugly
sleep talks when she's stressed
is in Love with writing

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I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. I JUST DON'T WANT TO SAY.

Wa I made it. Quick before 12am is over. Happy Birthday you old fart! Jeremy la. Anw to sum it all it was fun. It was even funnier when Jer knocked into the lamp post because he was showing the loser sign to me!! Me no loser k, you loser HAHA. Have fun in Timbre silly. I so so so am sure that he's ald super high by now. Cus the last I heard, the Bastards just gave him some fucked up drink even he doesnt even know what that is. Rmb to puke all over everyone.

I dream of you all the time.
11:49 PM

EASY NOW, NO NEED FI GO DOWN.

I'm back whahaha, after all the chionging of the dumb dim sum clean technology proj. I want to have a life toooo. Like what yanny said. She invited me to clubbing. Similan. I still got a lot of other work. Yanny you're a devil! Haha, lookie, I bought SATIO........................................................'s brother. Yari HAHAH. Fully buttoned. 0% touchscreen thank you very much. The guy was showing me all kinds of touch screened phone. And he could only produce 1 box of buttoned phone when I asked for it. What has the world become to??!! That's why I've nv been vying to get an iphone, viewty, bla bla bla. Cus I dont like to poke at a plastic screen and leave my dirty fingerprints all over the place.



SEEE, fully buttoned. Got Loco Roco somemore! If you don't know what' that you can knock your head on the wall. HAHAHA. (((: Love my phone. At least it doesnt blackout when i flip it open. Ya, not flip phone. Slide phone la.

Sighsss, I'm lifeless. Got things then I update again k. Dowan talk about Liverpool ald. Disappointing. Torres is so cute. x)

I dream of you all the time.
10:27 AM

Mother.. What the bird. Not only did Man U not lose to Blackburns (actually expected la hor, they're playing in their home field somemore), Liverpool actually bloody lost to Fullham. Not a gd night for me. Cb. Liverpool just kicked herself way off the chart, not like it's not ald off. Ta ma de. TA MA DE.

I dream of you all the time.
3:27 AM

UNDERACHIEVING OVERAMBITIOUS KUKU BUTTS.

I woke Khai up because he gave me the wrong timings. Oops. Sorry la. I thought you anyhow. Don't want to talk to me, then give me a random timing. Anw, Liverpool is playing now with Fullham. Torres scores again. Half time. I won't even accept it if Liverpool loses to Fullham. Anw, it'll be Man U and Blackburns later on at 130. All the best to Blackburns. And all the worse to Man U. I want to see the chinese ghost's or the bloody school boy's face turn black. HAHAHA. Happy Halloween. I still can make it over if I want. =[

Ok I go do work. I dowan to start calling Khai in his slumberland about Liverpool and Man U.

I dream of you all the time.
12:00 AM

Liverpool lost!! Ah nvm la, it's just the Mickey Mouse cup. Or you can call it the Carling Cup. It's ok. Torres didn't play cus this one for the small kids wan. Win it next time! =]

=(( I'm tired. Not tired tired, but really tired of studying. Me not looking forward to this sem's workload. Not fun at all. I used to love staying up late to chat and chiong only at the last min. Last min being 2 or 3am, take my pick. I used to love knowing what I'm doing! Gosh. I'm not looking forward to uni either. Workload's worst off. I only know how wild hall life can be. *grins* Can't wait for that.

I'm starting to think that I'm fighting for my freedom at the wrong time? I mean, I don't even feel like going out anymore. =/ Maybe no more kick. HAHA. I just love the feeling of sneaking out, knowing I will never get busted, as long as everything goes as I, AND ONLY I, planned. I'll betcha my parents will kill me just for this sentence alone.

I was at Hort Park today! Clean and Green week. I saw the money sucking leech. If you don't know who I can tell you. Lee Hsien Loong. Ya, come sue me. I have a lot of sites where people are flaming you. Come sue us all. Anw, for the most parts, we were just standing there and doing nothing. The aunties don't follow instructions and don't follow the groups. So what's the use of ushering them. I'm so pek chek. Everywhere people are reminding me I should be in Powerhouse tml. Wa lao. Stop it. I'm ald getting annoyed with myself for harping on it. I think all my friends want to stuff tissue up my throat ald.

Anw, good night! After the fucking modem is fixed, I can start on my proj. I'm using my neighbour's connection now. Oh. My neighbour is my auntie btw.

I dream of you all the time.
12:19 AM

Liverpool will be playing against Arsenal as I sleep tonight, maybe not, I'll be up by 530 anw. Will they win? I BLOODY HOPE SO. And that Torres will recover soon. He was playing through pain. =/// And Man U can go to hell. They lost, so they had to call Torres a transvestite. I'm pretty sure who came up with this...

It'll either be me or erika with this face tml --> =((((
HAHA.

I dream of you all the time.
10:43 PM

I LOVE US.

I meant to do my work and stop procrastinating. But what's the meaning of procrastinating if I, a procrastinater, don't procrastinate right? So, I opted for a movie instead. Easy way out. Tired I know. But it beats facing modules you so fucking not understand. 500 days of Summer. It's about a girl meets boy, boy meets girl. But not your typical love story. There, I summarized like 2hrs of movie in 2 sentences. I love it. And the lead actress is hot. Zooey Deschanel as Summer. Go on, don't be lazy. I provided you with the name. Google her, she's really really, pretty.

I cut my hair you know that? Big news! I'm serious! For the record, I haven't really truly cut my hair since Year 1. That was 2007? Layering my hair and stuff excluded. My hair is short now. =(((( Mmmm, I can compare it to Zooey Deschanel's hair length, so if you'd just google her for awhile?! Sheesh. So sry but I can't stop thinking about her huge eyes, no I'm not gay.

I did say I can't wait for school to reopen. It's not fun at all. Like. Zip. Nada. Zilch. So tired. And stressed. Cus the teachers are like ___, and I'm like ___, can't they teach in a clear manner. Nah, how can happy-go-lucky fly be stressed. (: Let's go clubbing. I'm going to sleep, escape reality for a good few hours before having school unleashing their deadly weapons (teachers) on us students (prisoners of war) as we try to fight back with our books (shields) and most likely failing in it. (Japan wins)

I dream of you all the time.
11:20 PM

GOAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Liverpool vs Man U is something I WANT TO WATCH THE MOST. But blame it on the lack of soccer passion in my family. They don't want to subscribe the sports channel for me. So, I can only rely on soccernet which does not fail to give me the jitters and sweaty palms and what not. Because when they say 'GOAL!', they didn't say which side!! By the time they say which side my friends ald informed me. HAH. Whatever! Torres scored on the 65th min. Man I LOVE YOU! BIG KISS. Never fails to let us KOPites down. (:


And then we have to thank David Ngog too, who scored the 2nd goal at the last minute. He was the one that scared me. I thought Man U scored the goal.

AHHHH, SO HAPPY. I know people like Khai, Samuel, Kelvin, that traitor AND MY SISTER (-.-) will be cursing their breaths into my face. Live with it. (: Khai I don't need your shoulder, you need mine? Aiyah I too short. Go find Wei Yi.

Of course, the only consolation for man u fans is that Liverpool is really really way way down on the chart. Below Sunderland? Now on top la, cus Sunderland haven't play, can't confirm.

You won't believe how gan chiong I am when the stupid thing kept adding extra time to the match. I nearly died. HAHAHA. And then after the match Samuel has to tell me he gt link to live matches. RAWR. Say earlier la!! YAY. Too happy. HAH.

I dream of you all the time.
12:12 AM

I CARVED A BAT INTO YOUR HEART.

((((: Sweet freedom at last. My mum decided she didn't know us at all because we were so diam when we were young. My bro will tell her what he feels, but we just do what she says though we disagree. So, bottom line, she doesn't know us HAHA. So she gave us 2 months to prove ourselves. My parents and Joseph are flying to USA!!! JEALOUSSSSS. My bro is like only 5? -.- Ya, I'll miss them of course, abeit the 5 day cold war. Scared lehhh... 2 months. =SS They've never been away so long before. While I slog my butts out on the countless modules, they'll be fighting to find heat in my Auntie's house. Cool aunty. (: They'll be going off next month, come back next year. =/

Talking about modules. Tsang Pui Sam aka Dim Sum can go back to Hong Kong and be a gd honkie. I can't fucking understand what he's trying to say. And then there's Andrew Ng Jui Sing:

"Ok now we look at the environmental aspects, so for example, bla bla bla bla...."

He can talk on and on about examples that has no link to what he was trying to teach. I feel like hammering his bald head.

I hope with all my might this sem will be a good sem. Don't want to get a C. B ok ok, hopefully I'll get an A. Tml will be a day for me to study and catch up from the whole week. Cus I've been sleeping. =X See I know my limit. I ald prove myself, I can make it work. (:

I dream of you all the time.
1:05 AM

BUSTED!!

Happy Birthday Samuel!! We celebrated his bday ytd. How I sneaked out was a master plan. Until a monster I tried so hard to avoid came to destroy it all. My family monster is fucking mad. Like MAD. Ya la, I'm talking about my mum la. Tmd. I so want to stick a fork into Jia Sheng's throat and watch him bleed to death. Nvm that you restrict my sister's freedom, why pull me in!!! I'm not your fucking girlfriend!! I have the right to go where I want to go! I only live once!!! FUCK YOU.

Make some funny faces.

Hard core 1.

Hard core 2. Birthday boy!!

Eugene. Samuel's cousin. Samuel you're a bad influence. Tsk tsk.

Ok you want somemore, go facebook, shoo. Flaming lamborghini (how to spell) is disgusting. Thank God I didn't drink the whole thing. And Samuel had cake all over his face. He can actually go to Halloween like that. Ok enough. I'm damn irritated now. Knowing it'll be hard to sneak out again!!! FUCK.

I dream of you all the time.
3:05 PM